it has been so long since i wrote in this thing, and i have good reason why. Kyle and i broke up, after 2 whole years we are no longer together anymore. to set the record straight, i broke up with him. i believe i had very good reasons why. i will not bore you with the details, but i write now to say farewell to this blog and its over between Kyle and me for good. there were a lot of good times, but way too mny bad times. i have learned a lot abouit myself and who i will from now on look for in a mate. this is it its all done and over with and in a strange way, i feel okay about it now. i asked him if we could get back together again, but it sounded like he didnt wants to so i think this is for the best. if we were truly ment to be together, then we would have gotten along better. i will miss him and do miss him so much and i still love him, but i need to start thinking about my wellbeing and sanity. so, thank you blog for letting me express myself through these years. so long. Rockabillyren